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Chapter 1 : the new beginning and the unwanted guy

As I sit on my bed surrounded by the remnants of birthday balloons and half-eaten cake, the echo of my mother's words still lingers in my mind. “You could have done better, Siddhika. You always find a way to disappoint.” I shake my head, trying to dismiss her criticism. The day should have been a joyful occasion, but the shadow of her disdain looms over me like a dark cloud.

With a deep breath, I remind myself of the countless hours I’ve spent in the lecture halls, the friendships I’ve formed, and the dreams I’ve nurtured during my time at AIIMS. My focus must shift from my mother's harsh words to the opportunities that lie ahead. I decide to call my best friend, anjali . She is my anchor, always knows how to lift my spirits.

“Hey, birthday girl!” anju chirps on the other end of the line. “What’s the plan for today? Let’s celebrate properly!”

“Honestly, I don’t feel like it, Anju. My mom...” I trail off, unsure if I want to unload my frustrations.

“Forget your mom! We’re doing something fun. Meet me at the café in an hour,” she insists.

As I hang up, a small smile breaks through. Anju always knows how to pull me out of a funk. I quickly freshen up and throw on a comfortable outfit. The café is buzzing with life, and as I step inside, the aroma of fresh coffee fills the air. I spot anju waving frantically from a corner table.

“Look who’s finally here!” she teases. “I’ve ordered your favorite.”

“Thanks, anju. You always know how to make me feel special,” I say, sitting down.

As we chat and laugh, I feel the weight of the day slowly lift. We discuss our upcoming exams, but then Anju’s expression turns serious. “Siddhika, can I ask you something?”

“Of course, what’s on your mind?”

“Have you thought about what you want to do after graduation?” she asks.

I pause, the question hanging in the air. “Honestly, I haven’t. With everything going on at home, it’s hard to think about the future.”

“Maybe it’s time to consider leaving Delhi for a while, you know? Experience something new, grow as a person,” she suggests.

The idea intrigues me. Moving away from my mother’s critical gaze could be liberating. “What do you mean? Like, take a job somewhere else?”

“Or even pursue further studies abroad! I heard about a scholarship program in the UK for medical students. It could be a great opportunity,” she says, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

My heart races at the thought. The chance to escape my current reality and immerse myself in a new world seems enticing. “Maybe I’ll think about it,” I reply, my voice tentative.

Just then, a new figure approaches our table. A tall, strikingly handsome guy with tousled hair and a confident smile stands before us. “Is this seat taken?” he asks, gesturing to the empty chair.

“Not at all!” Anju replies, her eyes lighting up with interest.

“I’m Aryan,” he introduces himself, extending a hand toward me. “And you must be Siddhika, the birthday girl.”

Surprised, I glance at Anju, who is now grinning mischievously. “How do you know my name?” I ask, a hint of skepticism in my voice.

“I’ve heard about you from a mutual friend. They say you’re going to be a brilliant doctor,” he smiles. “I’m in my final year too, studying at the same college.”

As we talk, I find myself drawn to Aryan’s charm and enthusiasm. He shares stories of his experiences in the medical field, and for the first time today, I feel a spark of hope. Perhaps there is a life beyond my family’s expectations and my mother’s harsh words.

As the afternoon fades into evening, I leave the café with Anju, my mind racing with possibilities. The idea of studying abroad, of meeting new people, of stepping away from the suffocating expectations feels like a dream — one that I might finally chase.

But just as I start to envision a future filled with promise, I receive a message on my phone. It’s from my mother. “I need to talk to you. Come home now.”

My heart sinks. The looming confrontation feels inevitable. But maybe, just maybe, it’s time to confront the shadows of my past to pave the way for my future.

With a determined breath, I reply, “On my way.” Little do I know, this conversation will change everything.

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